Well I stepped on the scale this morning. I stepped on yesterday as well. I was up just under a pound yesterday. Today it was still up .4. This is all I think from Mohunk. I really tried to be as good as I could while still indulging just a little and this is how my body f'in repays me. This is why I find even maintaining my weight so goddamn maddening. I was beyond good for breakfast, lunch and dinner both Monday and Tuesday and still the scale is showing a gain. WTF! I am sorry but I am pissed and just need to vent. I hope the stupid .4 goes back and crawls under the rock it came from. I know in the grand scheme of things I am down 21 pounds but this just really PISSES me off.
I guess it just goes to show how different restaurants prepare food than I do at home. They probably cooked with lots of butter and oil. Butter hasn't seen my pan in about 40 days. And it tastes great but my body obviously doesn't need butter.
OK I think am done venting. This .4 gain will probably be gone tomorrow hopefully with a few more ounces b/c guess what tomorrow is? Weight watchers. I will try to drink tons of water and tea between now and 3ish tomorrow. That's when I stop so that the water has a chance to exit before I hop on the scale. Crazy? perhaps but it's just what I do. I am getting more nervous about a trip I have coming up soon. It's 5 days long and if I found a way to gain a pound in 24 hours could I gain 5 lbs in 5 days? I f'in hope not. I really tried and that's what pisses me off so much. I plan to bring a cooler with my greek yogurt, fruit, veggies, almonds, roasted chickpeas lots of water and/or seltzer etc. And whenever possible I plan to order salads and healthy choices. But it's always harder being away from home and no matter how good a choice you think you're making, the restaurant food is never prepared the same as I would at home and the portions are inevitably larger so you end up eating more even if you thought you were making a good choice.
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